Have not been well.
Hello, I hope you are well keeping cool or warm. I have the common cold, should be over in a day or two though. Doctors gave me a whole cocktail to take so nothing to worry about just gotta keep warm. I did try the basics keep clean, warm showers, gargle salt water, and chicken soup. Some of it relieved the crud, but still did not heal I guess is the word. I asked “her” and she somehow influenced mom dad to apply pressure to run me to the doctor. I just figured it would be a day or two more till they brought it up, I cannot ask them to do that for me.
Earlier today while I was thinking about “her” and the words popped out of the blue “I need you”. So today I will make an effort to meditate on her and find out what that is. Writing my thoughts here is a way to calm my mind. I also have been looking into a picture of a female into her gaze and I see it change then the facial expression changes almost as if it is breathing, the hair swaying slightly. Could be just me though. The picture can be found here http://magicnaanavi.deviantart.com/#/art/Faceless-358341352?hf=1 it might be just the colors used dunno. Either way gonna drop it and just focus on myself rest and focus on “her” as well.
I did seize up sometime last week, and then caught the cold. It felt as if something was removing itself from my body, my instincts told me to use my magnet to activate the implant in my chest. It did its job I am not worried at all. I reflected back and I did some reading on epilepsy about tow days before and the day before. Might be something to do with it. So I stopped for now I may get back into reading about it later as it becomes an interest. Another trigger just plain lack of rest and food.
Thanks for reading