Thoughts and a dream
Hello, hope things are well. I had a very vivid dream yesterday, I want to share it even though it is fading slowly.
So it started with me and 2 peers heading to the doctors which required quarantine and other precautions. We went to take care of one of the peers. Had some complications nothing any of us could cope with. Then the story changed. I found myself in a well to do position. A nice apartment up scale like or at least the impression of that was what I felt. There were issues though, nothing to big really to me. Folks lived in the apartment with me, folks I do not even know. Every day it was someone new or more people lived their. Now what caught my eye was a women I came across in day to day life. We fell in love or created a relationship, found there was a man that she was previously with and she wanted out of that relationship. I agreed that I would help and cope with the situation. One day I found her there with me in bed, and two other guys were telling me to get her out of the apartment. Too which I said no, and made my point that I loved her or had feelings for her. So we left that day, and found the man that was after us. He apparently seemed to be working on a house either for us or our new neighbor. I helped him, with his work and gained some approval from him is my guess. He was happy around me and her. So the dreamed ended around there as I awoke to a strong feeling of love and happiness. Although we stayed in bed till the last minute. Which I am very happy to be with her.
Something, I do want to share is taken out of an adult website I visit for there blog on tantra. The blog offers me info sparse as it is, and is still a good read. I will take the write up and copy paste it here. At the end I will give credit to the site.
Yoni is a sacred Sanskrit word and means vagina. She has the power to be the gateway to creating new life and also has the power to destroy everything. So it is better to behave towards her with respect and appreciation for all she is providing us.
We all came through her and we come back to her to ask for refreshing energy. She is able to flood men with ecstatic energy when she is worshiped the sacred way.
With all this in mind, it’s better to ask what you can do for her, not what she can do for you.
You may never have thought this way before. How can we do the yoni worship? It’s a little ritual that may last a few minutes or several hours, whatever you choose. If you’re a man you can practice with your partner, or with a picture or a statue. If you’re a woman, of course, you have everything you need with you.
What makes the difference is your intention, your approach. You should come with esteem and simply offer your attention to her. For those of you who would like to connect with this powerful energy of creating and destructing, of softness and passion, of receptivity and creativity, here is a tip for you.
Find a nice comfortable, intimate and quiet place where you can be with your partner or the symbol of a yoni or with your own yoni. Do everything necessary to make yourself relaxed and connected with yourself (you might include candles, music and incense).
Close your eyes, rub your hands together a few times to make a little bit of heat between them. You may feel some sensation, so take your time to put all your focus on deep breathing and on the skin of your palms.
While you’re breathing deep it is the time to whisper your prayer, a sentence of the great fullness that you feel for her. Find at least one thing that you want to thank her for. It needs to be true for you. Your prayer is coming from your heart. For example, “Thank you divine mother that I could be born with your support”. Or whatever feels right for you. But you need to have nonsexual attitude.
Remember your intention is to worship the yoni. You don’t want to get anything; you’re giving your thanks for all she is doing for you in your life.
When you’re ready and fully present, slowly put your relaxed hand on your yoni – without any movement. Then breathe deeply and remember your worshipping sentence and focus on the connection between you and the sacred yoni. It’s up to you how long you keep your focus and your hand there.
When you feel you have worshipped her the best way you could, slowly and with full awareness remove your hand. Connect your hands in Namaste (palms pressed together as if in prayer) close to your heart.
This is the end of the ritual, so if you’re with your partner it means you can stay together but you shouldn’t start any sexual play or chat. Your woman can also finish with Namaste as thanks for the ritual and that is it.
If you decide to practice this ritual it’s possible for the first time you won’t feel so much. But I assure you each time it will be different and probably more intense. In time you may start to feel a real connection to the mother earth, to feminine fire energy and also to feminine angels’ energy and intuition.
And your experience of lovemaking will never be the same again.
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After reading that though it reminded me. I have not said my thanks to Lilith, the Goddess or Mother Nature however you perceive it to be. So I did just that one afternoon pray and thank her for everything and seek her forgiveness. As I did this, moments later I felt a warm embrace around me. I also did this, outside in the sun. In the same area where I first prayed to Lilith, and would pray and or meditate when the weather would let me.
Thanks for reading,