Make a mistake

We all make mistakes, we are imperfect and should not strive to be perfect but happy.  I realized today I made a mistake with this relationship and this mistake maybe why the relationship has not grown.  I have not watered her, treated her soil.  I have not given her space to grow and blossom.  Just like a flower a relationship needs care and space, in this realization though images flashed through my mind.  They were of a pleasant women flirting with her hand, smile and eyes.  While I am confused at this point how to step forward and follow her as she turns around and gestures me to follow.

Either way all I can say for now, work has me worn down and so I go for now to sleep.